I had a short thought in my mind. I wanted to see if maybe it could manifest into something more than just a thought. My thought was about Chase telling me yesterday a time frame in which we would leave. And I said out loud, "God, if you really want us to be in Seattle by then, You need to provide the funding and the way for us to go so that we can get there. We won't make it there on Chase's income." Then, God said something to Chase, "I just got, 'Pursue me and you will see'." I started crying because I'd been convicted of not spending alot of time with God during the day. I knew exactly what He was saying. Listening to the Christian radio station isn't enough. Going to church on Sundays, Tuesdays, and Thursdays isn't enough. Talking about the Greatness of God and the Love of Jesus isn't enough. Being around Christians in fellowship is good, but it's not enough.
When God wants you to pursue Him, He wants you to remain at the cross. Remain at His feet. Seeking Him earnestly, every second of every day.
One thing that I'm always afraid of is sounding like a teenager who's in love with a guy. All she talks about is him. The way he smiles, the funny way he curls the corner of his lips when he chews, the deepness of his eyes when he stares at you, the proportion of roughness in his hands to the softness of his hair. I don't want to keep praying and annoy God with my need. When does it become too much? When does God get tired of hearing about Seattle? Cause I sure am tired of praying about it.
I guess this is one of those times where God wants me to keep praying for. Time and time again, God has told me to keep praying for this situation. I guess that I need to go ahead and end this blog so that I can spend some time in the Word.
So long for now.
Thanks for reading.
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